"A View for Laurie" |
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Reclaiming my Identity as an Artist
"A View for Laurie" |
Featured in this post: A View for Laurie
All current artwork can be found in my profile at Fine Art America. Thank you for your time and your support.
As mentioned in a previous post, I have had a predilection for hearts since early childhood. When I visited beloveds in the summer of 2016 and learned that they would regularly ask each other, "how does your heart feel?", naturally, the ritual resonated with me. When I returned home from my visit, I introduced the ritual to the new relationship that I was in. The question morphed into "What’s the color of your heart?" which still explored the feelings in the heart, but with emphasis on the colors. I knew I wanted to bring this ritual to my artwork, and in typical form for me, something deeper was drawing me to this.
On September 1, 2016, I used markers to create a heart to reflect how I was feeling that day. The next day, I used paint to create another heart. On the third day, alcohol ink was the medium used to create another heart. I enjoy working with collections in art, creating menageries, so after posting the first three on social media and seeing the response to them, I knew there was something here to explore further, so I decided to make this a daily ritual for the whole month. Each day, I would tune into the feelings in my heart, the colors would emerge, the medium would come to me, and a little heart was created, posted online, and added to the growing pile of finished hearts. It wasn’t until the following February that I brought together all 30 hearts into a single piece of artwork. In September 2017, I embarked on the same month-long ritual and tied those 30 hearts together into a single piece of artwork in February 2018. These 2 separate rituals yielded:
"Colors of the Heart 2" |
"Colors of the Heart" |
Some of these hearts reflect general feelings of the day, while others reflect very specific beings or events. In the time since then, I can’t see hearts in artwork without thinking about these 2 pieces. They are ever-present in my mind’s eye. Both chapters of the experience were transformative. Little did I know then that this was the beginning of an awakening, as contemplating patterns and colors of the heart would help me overcome the lifelong obstacle of expressing my emotions to others.
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Everyday one-on-one interactions can be difficult, or even draining, for empaths while those same interactions can barely register on the radar of others. Mass violence events, such as 9/11, school shootings, and other horrendous tragedies, elicit emotional responses from people on a massive scale, but they are seismic for empaths. As the news breaks about tragic events, there is an over-saturation of information and not a lot of answers. At those times, it's like slipping into a trance as I step outside of myself to absorb massive amounts of energy being released by others and channel them into something different, something positive. It's how I, and many emphaths, survive such events. The Pulse nightclub shooting on June 12, 2016, was one such experience.
The victims of this mass violence event weren't on the front lines of a war, they weren't charging into a burning building to save lives, they were... at a night club. And now they were dead. The senseless death of so many people so quickly was incomprehensible. I purchased alcohol ink and yupo for the first time shortly before this tragedy, and before I knew it, I was sitting on the living room floor working with dozens of pieces of yupo, all colors of ink, and masking fluid. The masking fluid was used to create circles. The collage artist in me took over and began cutting the pieces of yupo. In the days following the tragedy, the ritual was the same: meditate, cut, arrange, until finally emerged:
"Circles of Humanity" |
Throughout the creation of this piece, I couldn't shake the feeling of how connected we all truly are. When tragedies like these strike some, they strike us all. In life, how we respond to our circumstances forms the narrative of our story. Through our story, with its twists and turns, its sadness and celebrations, we connect with people. Over time, some of these connections strengthen, some of them fade, some of them damage us, and some of them light the way. We are colored by these experiences. Through these colors, stories, and connections, we weave this tapestry of humanity. In the end, we are all connected; we are all humans, feeling love and pain. What we do today matters, so always choose love.
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All current artwork can be found in my profile at Fine Art America. Thank you for your time and your support.
"A Patchwork of Contrasts" |
"Alternate Outcomes" |
"Altering the Color of my Mind" |